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Jun
Seeking and Finding 101
Namaste, Sussreekall and Highest Bliss to you Awesome BeautifulOnes!!!! Hola, Amigos! Guess what!??
It’s JUNE!!!!! (LOL! Iguess you know that.)
I am astounded by this. It is a GOOD REMINDER not to squander conciousness. You know- not to miss the moment.
Because THIS YEAR IS FLYING BY ALREADY!!! In a word: “holyfuck”.
It makes me take stock of my first-half of 2010, so that I can edit and refine. My efforts are necessary to me….
I am a SEEKER. I SEEK.
What do I seek? Well…better prices on organics+produce for one thing. Haha!
The whole “seek” issue is basically what drives all of us. And, let me assure you: I am seeking.
But how can I FIND what I am “seeking” if I can’t even DEFINE it??? Duh. It makes me look at my deeply-flawed self and my chatterboxmonkeymind and dig. What?? WHAT am I seeking?
Well….besides trivialities and the true path of MY TRUTH (as opposed to someone else’s)…I guess I’m not SEEKING anything. I’ve FOUND what I need.
And the truth is, I FOUND It a long time ago. And, if I may be so brave, I dare say……most of you have, as well.
Its already there, and it was all along.
Your own heartcenter. Your spirit. Your soul. Your innervoice. Your secret thoughts+feelings that belong to YOU and no one else. Your TRUTH.
No matter what is going on around you, beside you, to you, or within you…..you always KNOW YOUR OWN SELF. In ya head- you KNOW you. Or, you are getting there. We all are! Om Hare Yahoobaby!
It is pretty awesome to already HAVE that…because your own TRUTH is something NO ONE can ever take away. Ever.
(Not totally, anyway)
And if you lose sight of your guts/path/Truth you can always SEEK FURTHER until it comes back to you! Perhaps even better and brighter? Fuckin booyeah!
The answers are there. The questions may even keep coming but you KNOW your heart. YOU are your answer.
You are the only capable one of you. Be your best version of yourself. Every day.
You are the guts of The Team.
Your Own Team.
Just BELIEVE it until you BELIEVE it: you have ALL THE ANSWERS!
YOU ARE THAT WHICH YOU SEEK.
Trust me.
You RULE!
Know it!
It is YOUR TRUTH.
Feel it! Speak it! BE it!
It is what you’ve been lookin for!
(And in the photo I took, Nicklas is looking to see if the oil is visible from our StanleyPark walk…..THAT is a whole ‘nuther story…)
Truth.Truth.Truth.
And it is what I was looking for. :)
Conciously livin in this moment, I send each one of you my deepest gratitude for your friendship and attention. Truly you are my treasure. Thank you-merci-for that.
Experience awesomeness this weekend! You FOUND the secret to satisfaction: it is YOU! GO CELEBRATE THAT!!! *beam*
Bliss, Blessings, HareKrishna and Sai Love,
Love,
Biffy
Xoxox




June 4th, 2010 at 4:56 PM
Well said! No need to go to India to find yourself… the answers are inside each of us if we just take the time to get still and listen.
Your writing style makes me feel like you’re in the room talking to me. Love it.
You’d probably love ‘The Work’ process by Byron Katie. She’s all about questioning our thoughts so we can find peace with what is. Basically it helps separate the meaning we attach to things that are said or done. The process is on her website in ‘The Work’ section.
P.S. Thanks for posting the link to your blog on twitter.
June 8th, 2010 at 1:51 PM
Hey Bif,
I loved reading your blog posting. Totally resonates with me at the moment and I love how you just ’spell’ it out! Here’s to you for having the courage to be yourself and follow the current !
Blessings and Namaste,
Amanda
June 9th, 2010 at 9:06 PM
I walked by U of W and I smiled.
June 9th, 2010 at 9:08 PM
What moderation? ok 101
July 3rd, 2010 at 10:25 PM
I corroborate with Sue – gotta get to “The Work” Bif!