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NamasteSalaamBonjour!!!!!! Hello, Beautiful Lovebugs! Happyhappyhappy Monday!!!!! May you all be experiencing positivity and increased bliss, today. *hugs*
I am in my wee, back-of-the-tourbus lair (like a troll under a bridge) WIDE awake (on sooo many levels) while the boys sleep their usual, ten-hour slumbers.
THIS would not work for me.
Even before chemo, there was no way I could sleep for more than four hours. Five would be a treat, but only psychologically. My body would FREAKOUT! Seriously. The edema (swelling) would be marked and uncomfortable for me.
And, of course, I’m only seven-weeks-post-surgery (ovariectomy/handlebars/estrogenbadforBiffy, Remember?) Which made “surgically induced menopause”, common cause of “insomnia”.
I still sleep sitting up (since chemo one, last January, due to the surgically-implanted-port-a-cath…with that sexy cathater being threaded-up my jugular vein…..where it would remain for ten months of infusions, until the bloodclot-that-surrounded-it forced the doctors to remove it early). Yes, Loveybabies, my bloodclot is still there. I may or may not have SVC syndrome. I am off the daily Fragmin injections (anti-clot) after six months of em with no change.
Sooooooooo……..sleeping-sitting-up, and getting my three-to-four hours a night is what The Universe grants me. I am grateful for that. I wake up everyday with positivity and energy. I love mornings. They are my favorite. :)
I am hungry in the morning, so I have my two-banana-plus-Vegahempshake in silent gratitude (for nourishment) while everyone sleeps. I am very mindful, in the mornings, and feel extrememly serene and meditative and contemplative.
I reflect. I think. I plan. I dream. I pray. I drink buscoffee (an entire, seperate blog could be penned on busfood habits, but I digress). I seek trukstop ladies rooms (not to be discussed). I clean the front of the bus. I utilize the recycling for the bottles. I type on my wee blackberry (as you see) I do SunSalutations and asanas and pranayama breathing. I go for walks around the bus. I have a great time!
I just wish I had a full kitchen on the tourbus and then I could make everyone breakfast everyday!!!! (They don’t eat like me, which I think is easy-peazy eating:bananas+hemp protein). They like things like oatmeal, eggs, meats, bagels, etc. But you know I love cooking for people, so I would make them whatever they like without judgement or hesitation. (They don’t judge ME for hempseeds, right? Right.)
The shows are amazing, rewarding, and blissful. Our days+nights are auspicious and filled with total fun! Fuck yeah! Oh- I DO have a bet (even though you know I do not “gamble” and have never even put a nickel in a slot machine!) I DID accept a bet from both Jacen and Jason regarding my theory about “4000-possible calorie expenditure during performance” (Flavio is in agreement with me).
They each bet me $20 that I’m “wrong”. Really? I think there are too many variables to ever determine the truth for each individual. All I know is I believe in my hypothesis. LOL! (Of course I do!)
I will keep you posted. :)
I don’t really care if I win or lose “money” in this bet. Its pretty funny to be IN the bet, in the first place.
I have included a photo from the back of the tourbus, in my little Sanctuary. The sunlight was beaming through the window, and it felt warm and loving.
I am sending you ALL energy and potivity and gratitude everysingle day!
Om Nama Shivaya.
Big love+bliss from the Road,
Biffy
Xoxo
June 22nd, 2009 at 4:09 PM
Beautiful…all i can say! I am glad you are enjoying yourself and taking great care of yourself. You are making us all grateful and honoured that you come and play all our towns. i feel “selfish” wanting to see you AGAIN soo soon. All i can do is just play the Cd close my eyes and remember the show! Which by the way rocked.. yeah .. you know this, but we will never get tired of letting you know you rock our socks off. love..big hugsss, and kisses grrl. You are our angel on earth and we all love you so.
Silver <3’s Bif xoxo
June 22nd, 2009 at 7:09 PM
Many blessings to you Biffy!!!
Take care of yourself on the road…great hearing from you!!
Positive Energy and love to you as well
xoxoxo
June 22nd, 2009 at 9:01 PM
nice sunrise pic , you really do look awesome. we are into tuesday now, 12:45 am Northeastern PA. I don’t know how I came back across your site, especially at this time of night. Maybe there’s a reason? Maybe I needed a boost? page looks great. Haven’t looked you up for awhile, a year or so to be sure, (sorry), having heavy dealings on this end too it seems. Wish I had your positivity right now, but it’s hard. Just know I love your style, have Tango shoes, (love it, love it, love it, you rock) and Story of my life in the car, both instant lifts. I promise heavy repeats tomorrow, and to check out the new sounds, I just didn’t know. God bless you and keep you safe. You honestly make such a differnce to the people who appreciate you. I’m so sorry I missed you at Eagle Rock, in PA in 1999. I wouldn’t miss it for the world today. Have another beautiful morning, won’t you… peace
June 22nd, 2009 at 9:40 PM
Glad to hear you so positive. We’re all praying for you. Great show the other night in Regina. You looked great. Love the new album.
God bless
June 22nd, 2009 at 10:02 PM
Take care of yourself Bif! As we all know you will! I just want to let you know.. that your new record is awesome. Not saying this to be cliche by any stretch. Oh haha.. so the Regina concert you played at.. well you have inspired me to let loose more so then none. Last night.. I went out for a few drinks with a friend of mine; beautiful soul! So we are sitting there.. I do not know if this ever happens to you.. but you sit and look around.. ponder and have this dire urge to fucking VENT! After doing so.. my friend asked if I wanted to dye my hair.. of course I said sure.. and assumed this is a bit of rebellion.. which I embrace whole heartedly.. anyways.. she picks up some indiglow blue for me.. and blood red for herself.. she dyes my hair.. then what do you know.. she gives me a mohawk :O Holy shit.. I have never done anything crazy like this before.. I sound sheltered.. maybe so.. a bit naive in the experimental stage.. maybe so.. who the fuck cares.. it felt great..it feels great.. you know what I mean lol!
More stories to come.. as I am getting pierced this friday.. should be interesting.. I am a bleeder.. -_-..
Till next time. “keep fit and have fun..” don’t you just “love” those Hal Johnsen.. and Joanne McCloud commercials! MAN! Throw me off a cliff PLEASE haha..
Anyways.. really though.. till next time
Lots of positive energy coming your way!
Mitch
June 22nd, 2009 at 10:39 PM
Careful you don’t get deep vein thrombosis from sleeping upright! My aunt takes anti-clot medicine. The same stuff they make rat poison out of. She bruises a lot. I was up in Powell River this weekend and just got home to find you posted two blogs while I was gone! A real treat! I listened to your music on the ferry rides!
M.
June 23rd, 2009 at 11:26 AM
Glad you’re feeling better.
As for sleeping, I could sleep all day and still want to sleep more, so to read someone who only gets four hours a night, is astonishing.
Maybe I should eat more bananas. :)
June 23rd, 2009 at 6:18 PM
i was fortunate enough to catch your performance in medicine hat last night. amazing. if i can find even a small portion of your strength in my soul i know i will be alright in this world. thank you so much for sharing your everything with anyone lucky enough to take hold. your honest approach and your passion for life encourage me to keep on keeping on. xxoo
June 23rd, 2009 at 8:08 PM
Pretty cool post. I just came by your site and wanted to say
that I’ve really enjoyed reading your blog posts. In any case
I’ll be subscribing to your feed and I hope you post again soon!
June 24th, 2009 at 5:33 AM
Oh, I’m glad I’m not the only one who can only sleep a few hours each night! haha.
It’s my first time posting a comment, but I gotta say something about a song on your new album. “Bluejay” – it has helped me cope with the tragic disappearance of my cat. She ran away not too long ago, around the same time I got your new album. I was crying for hours and hours, and at the same time listening to your album for comfort. I just kept listening to your song and thinking, “My bluejay you are free…” hoping and praying that my cat is now free and in a better place. Even though I still get tears in my eyes when I think of her, this song makes me feel better because of that idea that she may be in a happier place now.
So, thank you for creating music!
June 24th, 2009 at 8:15 AM
SHAZAAM – kickass peepers Biffer!! First off, thanks for the greatest bday weekend of my life!! That frickin low stage in the Battlefords gave me so many bruises! I was so afraid that I was going to headbutt you in the belly when getting pushed from behind!! Frick I was so happy to see Doug Fury again!!!
The Saskatoon show was frickin fantastic!! My Mom, 57, ended up taking my Sister’s ticket!! This is her 2nd Bif show and she talked about it ALL DAY on Sunday while having the Scatterheart cd in rotation! She said that you and your band is amazing and they are really working hard up there for you!! She was using “Fuck You 2″ every time she could, super funny since she gives us shit for swearing!! She totally embarrassed me in front of Gail G last time – telling her how much I love you guys!! Ugg Moms!! :)
So crazy that your surgery was ONLY 7 weeks ago!! Thank you for never giving up and for bringing your rock show to us – with 2 opening bands to boot!! Super lucky that I get to see you guys at Boonstock too!! I do feel like a bit of a concert whooore but it’s not my fault that concert karma is on my side this year!! =)
Take care and have a super day!!
Liza =)
June 25th, 2009 at 9:34 PM
Ever since the news of last year, I have often thought “I wonder and hope biffy is doing good!?” I always cranked up the radio whenever a bifilicious song came on and listened for “news” on how you were doing! *NADA* .OMG I am thankful to see you kickin hard as ever! Its late here and I am a slave to labour (my job) at the moment, so I have to cut it short;I don’t know if your coming out west to Red Deer, AB.. I will have to search for your concert listings!
PS: you don’t have to “love yourself today” … relax, your fans have that job today :D
HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!!!!!!
m^. .^m
June 27th, 2009 at 10:50 AM
Big hug and kiss to my fave nephew Flav… Love ya!
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